After dreaming of the three kittens, I woke up then went to sleep again. During that time, I am trying to prevent an incoming colds (which I am having now).
It is a short one. I was trying to do some fortune-telling using raw materials while there is a pack of cards which is more appropriate to use. I reminded myself that I have renounced this years ago for the sake of Christ. Maybe there are two things here...I want to develop something in me but I have to be reminded to use the proper tools in using it and not go beyond the line.
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Three Kittens
The other night, I dreamed that our lost orange cat left for us, the family, three kittens who are past their milk-sucking stage. By the way, our orange cat was a male one, so in reality, there is no possibility he could have a litter. Until now, i miss and wonder how in one day only, our gray cat and the other orange cat did never come home for three months now. I wonder where they are or what happened to them. Now our house is not only with mice, but there are big rats now. And little by little, they are destroying our tupperwares and even our bags!
Going back to my dream, I just discovered those three kittens and wondered if they are still alive and how did they survive! Then I thought, maybe, my mother was feeding them all the while. When I looked at them closely, one was chubby and cute while the other two were so thin maybe from hunger. Now, I want to feed them right away so that they will not die from hunger. I know there are three but I will still have to look for the other one so that they will all be taken good care of.
Puff! Then I woke up. In reality there are no kittens. But until now, I am wondering what do they represent. Why is the other one chubby and the other two hungry? Where is the other kitty so that I can tend to them? Is is trying to represent something that I have? Something in me that needs to be discovered, nurtured and developed? Is it a talent? An interest? Or an intellect? It is so obvious one of the three is well tended but still needs to be nurtured to grow up. Then what is the other two that I tend to neglect? What is it really am I looking for?
These three kittens, they pose a puzzle for me. Hope I will be able to figure out.
Going back to my dream, I just discovered those three kittens and wondered if they are still alive and how did they survive! Then I thought, maybe, my mother was feeding them all the while. When I looked at them closely, one was chubby and cute while the other two were so thin maybe from hunger. Now, I want to feed them right away so that they will not die from hunger. I know there are three but I will still have to look for the other one so that they will all be taken good care of.
Puff! Then I woke up. In reality there are no kittens. But until now, I am wondering what do they represent. Why is the other one chubby and the other two hungry? Where is the other kitty so that I can tend to them? Is is trying to represent something that I have? Something in me that needs to be discovered, nurtured and developed? Is it a talent? An interest? Or an intellect? It is so obvious one of the three is well tended but still needs to be nurtured to grow up. Then what is the other two that I tend to neglect? What is it really am I looking for?
These three kittens, they pose a puzzle for me. Hope I will be able to figure out.
Thursday, October 21, 2010
Puzzle
A puzzle runs in my mind for two months now...a person met within brief moments poses a change...a challenge. He also inspires. Well, the effect is positive for it is strengthening, but somewhat, somehow, a question still runs in my mind. What happened there exactly?(Sigh), how i wish i could read his mind. He gives a feeling of meeting a long lost friend. But I know it is more than that. Who is he really? What is his real capacity and capability? I wish I could find the true answers.
Thursday October 21, 2010
a flow of sadness from within for no apparaent reason... wishing it can be traced...or what causes it...yearning for the long cummune with God in silence...in the midst of this noisy and confusing world.
a challenge poses...fearing the time is not enough...if it will not be done well...the mission could lead to dismay...time and discipline is of the essence...wishing it could be done in faith, hope and love.
a challenge poses...fearing the time is not enough...if it will not be done well...the mission could lead to dismay...time and discipline is of the essence...wishing it could be done in faith, hope and love.
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