Aug 31, 2011

Just dreamnt that I was in a school office busy with my computer trying to finish something. The principal is inside his office. sir caludz was there also trying to relay what is happening to the practices being taken cared of by fellow CLF teachers. I felt being protected inside the office as I prepare myself and the tools needed before I will go out to face the fight.

That's all for the night's dream.

I wonder how is astro and what he is thinking and doing?

dreamless

can't remember my dream last night but I slept at 4pm this afternoon. I saw myself in the J C M room with other people. There's JP and sir Alan and I was in a corner. Then i saw astro sleeping in his classroom and his classmates are laughing at him because an obssessed girl is already kissing and caressing him while sleeping but he still wouldn't wake up. Then when he awoke, he said "lasang laway".  Then I asked astro: "bakit kasi? anung ginagawa mu? kaya mu naman eh, bakit di ka kumilos?"

Haixt...heartache =(

aUG 29, 2011

Not much that I dreamnt but there is a hazy memory of me going to a place where it is similar to a forest. Then I A_i_a_ne Sa_ri Bnisa came into my dream. She is alone. That't it.

Got to go to sleep in a few minutes to catch more z's.

Deadman rising

Weird dream. A patriarch of a family I know died of old age so I went to visit them. They have to move to a cheaper and old house made out of wood which is three or two storey in standing. Still spacious for a family of four but it is already grey as it is an old house. When they are burying the old man, I wondered why they did not put back the dirt to cover the coffin. And I saw the hand of the dead move. I thought I was just imagining for everybody didn't react. Then slowly the dead man rise up like he just woke up from sleep. Of course, I ran and went to the husband of the daughter and told him what I saw. instead of being scared, he was happy and so everybody realized that he wasn't really dead but just sleeping.

Then back to the gray house, the spark of authority of a man, a teacher, a former principal of a prestigious 'boys' only' school  in Baguio turned college instructor and a servant of God is seen again in his eyes. His strength is back like he just did fell asleep for a long time.

The whole family is happy again for the grandfather is back with them again. Then we toured the house. in the second floor is a very wide space used for partying and dancing. It seems the house was made from the 1920's but it still is sturdy. It just needs repainting and it even has a garage.

That's all for the second dream.

The first dream was a dream about my my former student B.B. but I can't recall the details. What I can just recall was that he's there in the dream. That's all for today. Hmmm...what will be my dream tonight?

stormy saturday

It was supposed to be our recollection today but storm Mina's tail hit the land. hmmm...what was my dream last night?

There are two that i remember.

1. Woke up at 3 am in the morning by the strong rains and wind. But seemingly, Arian is there with his usual thick black and white jacket. It is hazy but i know he is there just watching. So, I just fell back to sleep trying to catch some more z's.

2. Then i dream that Arian, Karel, JP (the usual gang) was on the private street in my neighborhood near the first store in the entrance. As usual, i don't like the way Karel is being near Arian. But Henry was there. I asked Henry to teach me to play violin. It seems I know a little about it and he was just guiding me how to do it. Then a thought came in my mind that while there is nothing that can be done for the current situation, i would rather go on improving myself while patiently waiting for things to unfold. Anyway, it is really a time of waiting.

Brocken Hearted

sooo broken hearted today. Trying to make my mission not to be affected by it. Sooo hard but I guess it's part of what I have to bear. Hurting and wondering when will this suffering end. Anus adi bagi. (Sigh...)

Traveling but can't remember

for the past days now. i always wake up tired and feeling sleepless. have I been travelling to other places? How I wish I could vividly remember.