A Bowl of Sweets

Friday, Oct 28, 2011. I wake up early at 5 am from a beautiful dream. I was with my community and there is an activity. We were segregated accordingly and each person has a package with them and a bowl of sweets each. I was with Ellyn and am looking for J. His parents were there but I didn't see him. Then Judith called me to join the youth. My bowl of sweets is on the table. I was eating them one by one with each having a different make. Am wondering if it is ok to eat it now. Then an elderly woman came to eat also. She didn't know she also have a bowl. Then the more that I started consuming my bowl and savoring its sweetness. It is ok if somebody shares but I really want to taste each for they have different texture and flavor.

Then I wake up, I have enough time to do my laundry, finished it and hanged them then took a bath then I went to school early. It is a mass and thank God I was able to lead the singing in the mass (of course there are still some jinxes, but nevermind, as long as the presence of God was strongly felt.)

My day yesterday was beautiful. But still, a hint of sadness hit me when I saw K joining A and his friends in going home. Until now, it deeply hurts especially that K is worsening my project. So I spent some time alone again by the river feeling the hurt and the pain while waiting for Ellyn.

Evening was spent chatting with my friend until we went home.