Oct 3, 2011

woke up this morning with a dream of a man. His other arm was somewhat became invalid maybe because of accident or illness. Because of this, he retreated to the lonely wild and lived ascetic life. His father was the only one who religiously comes to visit him. Actually he can still do a lot but he opted to live a hermit's life. It is his choice while in fact a lot of prosperous opportunities are still coming his way.

A lady, maybe his love, sits and wait at his parent's house. People their age are already producing babies but they somewhat have none yet. The man's parental family have a meager source of income and they are comfortable with it. Supplying rags is what they do.

Then pop! I woke up with the feeling that even if physically I am alone in my bed, I feel like a male is just beside me. Whoever is he? I cannot identify from the two. But I am impressed though.

Sleepy and tired for the day, as I closed my eyes for a little while, A vision of black beans just popped out from my imagination. I feel like it means prosperity.

But the dream about that man puzzles me for the whole day 'till this moment. Makes me want to pause and stop to figure out what it means. Actually it made me sad for the whole day.